Most of the time I sleep like a baby. I really don't have a hard time falling asleep or staying asleep and if something does wake me up its not a problem I tend to fall right back to sleep. But last night was a different story.
At first I was exhausted so I fell asleep on the couch while the hubby played video games. I would say my exhaustion was real because he was playing a pretty loud, shooting game and I just kept on sleeping. Finally some crazy monster work me up. So, I went up to bed. I fell asleep easy again but then I had the most wonderful dream. I dreamed about my sweet sweet girl Callie. Callie was my once in a lifetime dog. She was beyond special and we had a connection that I can only hope to find again. She was the type of dog that would anticipate my needs. It was all about me, Mommy. I loved her dearly and when she passed of old age I felt the lose very deeply. I think I'm dreaming about her because we are coming up on the anniversary of her leaving us, March 17th, 2014.
Needless to say when I woke up from this dream I was very upset that the reality was that she is no longer with us. It lasted for only a moment but you know how it is when you wake up and are still foggy from dreaming a great dream only to find out it wasn't real. That was me last night. After that I had quite a restless night. Woke up multiple times until one of those times it was Zoskia waking me up to tell me she needed to go outside for a nighttime potty. I let her out, gave her a pat and we went back up to go back to bed and from there on out I slept great again. So Zoskia, my silly, goofy dog did something last night for me. She filled my heart up and I was at peace.
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